she talked about how she’s glad we’re done. how she’s glad i’m over it. everything.
she said you were never nice to me. not like i could tell though, i was so blinded by how much i loved you.
she also said you always put me down and i always put you on a pedestal. she hated it.
you know what makes me sick? i sometimes think about what could of been. you just kept pushing me away when all i did was love you. i wasn’t clingy. i never forced this on you. you initiated it, most of it.
i sometimes wish we were something. like you would let it happen.
i sometimes wish we still had those long conversations. i kinda miss them. when we were on the same level.